mock test disaster

These exams really suck. they tell u these r u to c ur preparation for the ultimate “jee” and boost you confidence. well for me it was an nightmare during the evening. I thought I was well enough prepared for the mock test no 5. I sat there in room alone on bench thinkin that I wont cheat today.hmm well I guess I shudnt ave sat alone
As soon as we got papers the sequence of the shocks followed like this
Paper was of 390 marks(strike1)
We had -2 fr a section a questions rather than the usual +3 ,-1 system(strike 2)
We also had no extra time & there was a section of 6 marks questions which dint ave choices.you have solve them on your own & get those fucking answers right. damn it(strike 3)
(3 strikes in a row u r out…..)
Well then by some means I started solving the paper. got a few answers right in physics section . the paper was damn tough. Chemistry was looking like an subject extra terrestrial lving beings. Well while turning to maths section me & my friend did have the same reaction. Both of us shouted at the same time “what the F*** is going on”. Out of 35 qustions I was in a condition to attempt on 10 of them. That’s what really means getting your butt kicked by an paper.
Well my days dealing with iit still truble me. The more I study the tougher papers I get. fuck off this is not fair .
Any way I need to find a way to deal with these tests.......